that I want to become a Buddhist. This is not some whim or joke or anything of the sort, and I’ve actually been thinking about it for some time. There seems to be such serenity in the prayer, and the general outlook that the religion has. It also is a religion that involves meditation and inner reflection. Ever since my struggle with body image and love for myself I have been meditating (a recommendation made by my therapist), and it has truly improved my self-esteem and how I feel about all aspects of my life. I need to do much more research and truly look into it, but I think that I actually would like to research this. I have never been someone to stick to anything that I tell myself to do, so who knows. Even if I did start to practice Buddhism I probably wouldn’t be very routine about it at all. This is something that I have considered for a few years now. I think it is time that I looked into what it means to be a Buddhist.
will be on PBS starting on May 6, so I will be a hermit. I just can’t wait. That show (and Benedict) are so beautiful it’s amazing. I JUST WANT IT TO BE MAY!
I would work out at 7, but no it’s 7:30. Whoops, it’s too late.
UPDATE: I worked out, even though I am now tired and won’t sleep well.